If I had the choice to re-do this Easter again, I wouldn’t because the circumstances surrounding it are terrible but I’ve realised two things this Easter weekend:
How lucky I am to have a job and be healthy. My company has reduced everyone’s hours but I still make enough to pay my rent, order takeout whenever I want, play video games, have a laugh with mates, go online shopping etc.
I have been so obsessed with ‘making the most’ of everything to my detriment. If this was a normal Easter weekend I’d be insanely trying to go somewhere or do something to make the most of my time off. This weekend, I’ve chilled out, watched tv, read a book, put some shelving up, cooked some nice food and just had NO plans in general. I’ve never been so relaxed and content. I’m so happy. My partner and I were talking about it and he feels the same.
I just wanted to get this off my chest. Thinking about work tmr makes me anxious. I like my job though, I enjoy the people and my work itself, it’s just kind of odd.
