Hello Peeps!

I know this isn't the best subject to talk about but I really don't know where to turn to!

I am in my early 20s and my whole life I have used an asian toilet to empty my bowels, and I am really hard coded to that.

I used to be able to get it done on both styles of toilets when I was a kid but I always had preferred the good old asian commode..

I've read alot about this subject and have tried to follow people's instructions such as leaning, angling my knees and pushing but nothing has given me any results.

I went for a trip a while back and the hotel I stayed at had all western toilets and I had gone 3 days trying and failing to empty my bowels it was really a bad time for me. Finally I decided that enough is enough and decided to just compromise a bit.. as sad as it is.. I folded some layers of toilet papers and laid it down on the bathroom floor and squatted and got my business done.

I am actually going to study abroad soon and the availability of any asian toilet is going to be close to ZERO.

I wanna know if anyone has suffered through this and found some way to get over this situation? The way it feels is that my body just thinks I am sitting therefore there is no way for a motion to occur.. when I am squatting it seems very natural and it happens so effortlessly.

I hope someone can help me as this is very embarassing for me and I wish this also helps others.

TLDR : can't poop in western toilets because indian toilets have been the norm for me and now my body literally denies to poop unless I am squatting.