Everyone I have worked with or work with now it's the same deal, nobody seems to want to be there, everyone is always on about picking up more shifts or how they can't wait for Sunday rates, talking about saving this much on this or that much on that, conversations about retirement and finally being able to relax, hearing people discuss renovating their home or their second home and the stress associated with it, financial stress or things they bought or have to buy to keep on 'keepin on'.

I don't know anymore man, I can barely think forward into next month let alone the position I want to be in come 35 years time. I have no ambition to become a professional in any field and it scares me considering on minimum wage I'll be fucked by 65 unless I save everything I can to be comfortable for 15-20 years.

I'm tired of reading/watching/hearing about the big banks and home loans and refinancing and investing and all this shit it's so stressful because it's all about moving 'up' in the world and being seen as 'made it' to the masses.

I'm on 48k a year and this sort of thing scares the shit out of me tbh.